I am going to meet today at 4:00 PM with my Bishop.
I ASK FOR YOUR PRAYERS.
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Thank you, thank you, thank you for your prayers.
I just got back from my visit to Bishop "J". We had a heart to heart, open conversation. He was at times visibly affected by what I had to say and what I have gone through, and truly received me like a father.
Even before I was able to ask, he suggested the possibility of putting me in a parish with another priest as a solution to helping me deal with what has become a very uncomfortable situation. I told him that is what I was most hoping for. It would not be the best situation, because juridically I would still be a religious. But he understood that, even for my psychological health, something has to be done.
It may take a little time, ten days to two weeks, but what is that compared to years of hoping for clarity from my superiors.
Again, 1000 thanks. I will remember you when I celebrate Mass this evening.